update

 HAHA omg. almost a yr since my last post?
well updates man.
the crush has suddenly became my boyfriend hehe.
turns out he liked me longer than i thought he did . its our 10th soon , this 28th of june. I'm really feel so lucky. I'm the type of girl that throws temper and likes to shout and mostly shout impulsively.
and finally i found someone to endure all these. i didn't think we would last due to the fact that i felt that he didn't love me the way i loved him.
but turns out he actually loves me a lot.
i really love him and probably you think its crazy, but i want him to be the one i want to marry.
i can see him together with me for the next few years.
so, this is a post just to show that, i changed because of him
i love you jordan teo

sadness.pain.changes.

HEY. its been 2 months since I last blogged .. but yeap im here <3
well.. yesterday was one of my not so good days . this was because...
I was expecting to meet my crush and 2 of my friends out for a movie 'date' but then when we arrived there.. turned out he lied to me and eventually it turned out into a Christian group outing. and the thing is I didn't know any one of them cause there were like 3 pretty girls and 1 guy urh ..
just imagine how I feel. I felt so insecure though. I felt so ugly like fucking ugly haish...  so me and my friend went off to eat.. and as we started to eat. I was controlling my tears. I just broke down hais.  I guess it was because I was excited to see him I was nervous at that time but excited too .. I was disappointed literally

so the day went pass, and we only managed to talk to each other for less than 5 sentences.. maybe its not even considered sentences!!! just typing this down makes me so unhappy and makes me want to cry .
 well... I didn't dare to tell my best friend, wei ting because she might think im stupid or maybe because among the 3 pretty girls she was one of them ..
SHOCKER.
I was jealous you see. maybe im not one of the prettiest one to him.. I just really want him to look at me and be like WOW. although he looked at me a couple of times during the movie but still I wasn't happy . I was faking my laughter all the time I couldn't smile properly

so yeap ..after I sent wei ting off to meet her friend and go home I went to the arcade and started to vent my anger on cars and playing those smash the gnome thingy... then I won 2 cups from a game... shocker.. ikr

after that I went home... i was thinking: im going to change. i want to transform to someone else .
and yep! that's exactly what i did . i went to the salon i asked her to trim my hair and its not a trim it was a freaking SHORT TRIM. but im like heck yeah ( if it was the last time me , i will be crying by now )  and then i asked her to do something to my fringe that i will never regret..

 as you can see, I cut longer fringe on the sides of my face and cut my fringe shorter than before

 

yep!! that's all for today (: tmrw's sch = YUCK

TOODLES!!!~~

INTRODUCINNG MEE

Soooo Hi :D 

Firstly. Im lianne .  LIAN-NE

YEAH :D
HEH.. Thats me on the left (:

Anyways . im 14 :D on  9 september <3

ANNNNND *durm roolls * 

MY DARLINGS ARE HEEEERE. 

taken like last yr? we changed so much . went through lots . well. one of them is the best one of all <3
you will know in future

okay . so the topic is ! SEC 2 LIFE 

omg. BLOODY ALOT OF THINGS TO SAY. 

few things i hate is ; HOME ECON . SCI . HISTORY

well i only like cooking but not actually like planing and explaining like what i want to cook.

like DAFUQ. WTH WOULD I  WANT TO EXPLAIN WHEN I AM GOING TO DO IT ALR!

sigh... and i hate my history teacher. because ..

well. she is biased HAH. 

yeah . but other than that i have my lovely friends and my dearest crush :P

not gunna tell you 

Anyways , GTG my homecon . 

so until then , BYE ! 

TOODLES! 

love, nene